Sunday, December 8, 2024

PART TWO MY COMMENTARY ABOUT THAT POEM:

 The most important thing about that poem is that it is dumb, and it is about some thing dumb. Dumb things happen in lives despite being very dumb, and you do not realize until much later it was even dumber than you thought.


The poem is a response to a long story I all ready typed earlier. It is about my choice to Concentrate on other things on certain days of the week. If I notice a pattern of rudeness and / or absense I change my plans with out any hurt feelings from me. It makes the most sense all things considered. However, Trey was there that day, and in a good mood. I was trying to not notice until the following day. The result from Trey was a bummed out posture, a disappointed one. He blocked his stomach with his arm, and basically seemed sick.


Body Wash noticed Trey, and asked him what was wrong. and the next thing I noticed was Body Wash trying to get to know me. Days I decided to approach Trey, Chad was there to encourage both of us.


Yes I know I simply must be imagineing this, right ?!


Body Wash said that he " Lightened The Load " the last time I ever had any conversation with him. I interpreted it as " Goodbye, Dude. " and agreed I was not going to speak to him if it was not necessary. ... but I did not say that out loud.


Thus, Trey decided to arrange encounters with Body Wash. Times that I approached Trey, the topics of conversations changed to Body Wash. ... Trey even walked with me to visit Body Wash saying that Body Wash was expecting me.


Confused Yet ??


Body Wash did not act like he was expecting me.


Perhaps the perpetually blank facial expression Body Wash was expecting me, yet I was not able to understand Body Wash's posture.


Two Other Significant Things Of Significant Significance occurred in my life. inhibiting my time and energy.


Be cause getting to know others is Ludicrous.


If they had to live with the same Obstacles, they would understand.


What IS Important, is that BODY WASH ALL READY KNEW. I TOLD BODY WASH EARLIER THE SAME MONTH !!


Unfortuneately I was so weary that I forgot to exchange PSNs with them.


And as time went by, if They were browsing on their phones, I forgot that I used to tap them on the shoulder. 


If I did not forget to tap Trey on his shoulder, and if a conversation ended up being about Body Wash ... again ...


THAT IS WHAT THE POEM IS ABOUT.


THAT POEM WAS MY RESPONSE.


However, I am not afraid of Body Wash any more.


Body Wash is not that scary. Trey is not scary. The other four guys are not scary either. I am not afraid of myself. So who am I afraid ??


It is somebody else.








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